ESCAPE FOR YOUR LIFE
Condensed from a sermon by
Dr. Joel R. Beeke preached on 16 September 2001 to his congregation
(Republished with permission)
God speaks. Sometimes He whispers by the still small voice of the gospel to us
in tender overtures of mercy through the preached Word. Sometimes He speaks
through His Word with power, warning us to turn from our iniquity. And
sometimes He thunders through His divine, providential judgments of famine,
war, fire, or some other tragedy.
On Tuesday, September 11, 2001, God spoke to us in thunder. He did so because
we as a nation [i.e., America] have not been bowing under His Word, have not
been repenting under His stream of mercies showered upon us for decades, and
have not repented under the smaller judgments He has sent our way. God sent a
just, dreadful wake-up call to America—yes, to every one of us. The staggering
destruction of lives at the World Trade Centre and the Pentagon and the
subsequent tales of horror, have left us stunned, speechless, and humbled.
Some heroically tried to save those in the buildings, and in the process, lost
their own lives. Countless stories have been told of heroic deeds. One, little
noticed, contains much spiritual instruction. A policeman, situated just
outside the entrance of the buildings, shouted to the people as they streamed
out,
“Don’t look up; don’t look back; run for your life!”
Those words remind us of Genesis 19:17b, “Escape for thy life; look not behind
thee, neither stay thou in all the plain; escape to the mountain, lest thou be
consumed.”
Let’s examine heaven’s message to us in this time of divine judgment by
considering the theme, Escape for Your Life, in three thoughts:
1. Realise your danger—“lest thou be consumed”
2. Forsake all—“look not behind thee, neither stay thou in all the plain”
3. Run for your life—“escape for thy life.”
I. Realise your danger
When the cry of “Fire! Fire!” ran up and down the floors of the World Trade
Centre and filled the streets of New York City, people knew in a moment that
danger was imminent. Flames are cruel tyrants and devour remorselessly. The
very word “fire” can send chills down our spines.
But that word uttered by thousands of New Yorkers on September 11 is only a
shadow of what Jesus called “hell fire” in Matthew 5:22. The eternal cry of
“hell fire,” that shall ascend from millions of lips in the eternal abyss on
the Day of Judgment, comprehends weighty matters that only eternity can reveal.
As dreadful as the events of the recent weeks were, they are all but child’s
play compared with the wrath of God that will one day be poured out without
mixture upon all those who do not repent and believe in God’s Son. God’s wrath
against unbelievers has eternity and infinity and deity in it—and where these
three oppose a person, woe be to that person! Who among us shall dwell with the
devouring fire of God’s wrath and with everlasting burning?
We deserve far worse than we have received, for North America has been
unfruitful spiritually. We have slighted God’s gospel, despised God’s law, and
served the Lord lukewarmly at best. We have neglected personal conversion and
reformation. We have grown idolatrous, covetous, worldly, sensual, proud, and
self-indulgent, addicting ourselves to a host of evils. We have become a nation
of liars, backbiters, and murmurers. The blood of unborn millions is on our
hands. Every three days we murder more babies in their mothers’ wombs in
America than were killed in the New York, Washington, and Pennsylvania
tragedies combined. We have called evil good, and good evil.
And yet, God is speaking to us from the ashes of the World Trade Centre,
“Escape for your life, lest you be consumed.”
Our danger cannot be overcome by any human help. Fire-engines went to the scene
in New York, only to be burned up in the flames. Cranes are now picking up
burned out fire-engines and casting them aside like toothpicks. The very means
used to extinguish the fire were consumed by the fire.
That is your danger, so long as you are unsaved. No means of your devising can
enable you to escape the fire of God’s wrath. There is a fire of sin within you
that you cannot quench; there is a fire of hell outside of you that you will
never be able to extinguish. You are in danger beyond your coping ability, so
long as you don’t escape for your life to Jesus Christ. Your most strenuous
efforts, naturally and spiritually, cannot deliver you from the wrath of a holy
God who cannot dwell with sin and sinners. If you neglect the only way of
salvation, how can you escape?
O sinner, seek His face,
Whose wrath you cannot bear;
Fly to the dying Saviour’s wounds,
And find salvation there.
Escape for your life. Realise your danger. Don’t trifle with your own soul,
with hell and heaven, with God and His bleeding, inviting Son.
Your danger requires immediate attention. Those people who successfully escaped
the World Trade Centre this week, didn’t stop to fill their briefcases. They
escaped for their lives! They ran for the stairs. There was not a moment to
waste. So it is with you. You have not a moment to lose. “Escape, Lot,” the
angels say, “for your life—it is now or never. A few more minutes, a few more
hours, and it will be too late.”
“Escape for thy life, lest thou be consumed” is a present-tense cry. “Behold,
now is the accepted time—now is the day of salvation.” Now, now, now!
Tomorrow’s faith is simply today’s unbelief. Good intentions will bring you to
hell, not to heaven. Procrastination doesn’t only steal time; it destroys
souls. “Set thine house in order; for thou shalt die and not live.”
There is but a step between us and death. Repent and believe in the Lord Jesus
Christ, trembling and needy sinner, and you shall be saved. Don’t repent and
don’t believe, and you will be lost. John 3:36 says, “He that believeth on the
Son hath everlasting life: and he that believeth not the Son shall not see
life; but the wrath of God abideth on him.”
II. Forsake all
Lot had to forsake his former friends, who were not believers—including some
family members. He had to forsake his former comforts. He had gone to Sodom to
live a comfortable life. No doubt he had a well-furnished home. But now, he had
to leave everything behind.
Lot had everything at stake. If he had stayed in Sodom, he would have lost all.
He would not just have lost his home, his furniture, and his family, but he
would have lost himself.
Lot had to forsake all from his heart. His wife escaped, but not with her
heart. She looked back and became a pillar of salt. “Remember Lot’s wife,”
Jesus warned (Lk 17:32).
If you don’t forsake all to follow Christ—if you try to cling to this world, or
allow your self-indulgence or possessions to stand between you and Christ—one
day, soon, you will lose everything, including yourself. What will it profit
you if you gain the entire world, but lose your own soul? If you don’t forsake
all for Christ, Christ will forsake you on the great day, and if your soul goes
lost in that day, it would have been far better for you to have never been
born. Far, far better to enter heaven like Lazarus than to be the rich man cast
into hell (Lk 16:19–31).
Escape for your life. Don’t look behind you. Don’t stay in the plains of this
world. Forsake evil friends, materialistic bondage, worldly toys—yes, forsake
all to follow Christ. Take up your crosses, deny yourself, and follow Christ.
Escape for your life—your immortal life, your eternal life. Will you be content
to lose your life; content to perish in your sin? If your house was set on fire
tonight, and the cry arose, “Fire!”, would you not immediately leave everything
behind and run out of your house to save your life? Today God calls to you that
the fires of hell are stoked and that you must escape for your life.
Dear child of God, you have known what this is. You have forsaken all in the
past. Are you still forsaking all in the present? Or, are you like Lot,
lingering too much in this world, becoming too cosy with worldly people? Are
you in danger again of perishing with the world? Don’t forget: if Lot had not
escaped, he would have perished with the Sodomites. God, of course, graciously
preserved him. But that doesn’t mean that Lot didn’t have to forsake all and
escape for his life.
III. Run for your life
“Escape for your life, Lot,” the angels said. Lot must not stop to argue. Nor
must you. You don’t need more evidence of your need. Your conscience tells you
that you must be born again, that you must repent and believe.
As Lot must run from the doomed city of Sodom; as the people had to run from
the doomed Trade Centre, so you must run from this present, evil world, this City
of Destruction. Run for your life.
But where must I run? Run to the mountain. Symbolically, that means don’t
return to sin and Satan, for that is looking back to Sodom. Don’t rest in
yourself or the world, for that is staying in the plain. But run to Christ and
heaven, for that is escaping to the mountain. Entrust your soul, your all, to
Him for this life and a better.
If you won’t entrust your soul to Christ, whom can you trust? Will you trust
yourself?
Why do you linger? Is not Christ the Physician and His blood the balm that you
need? Why are you not recovered (Jer 8:22)? Your conscience tells you that God
is more willing to save you than you are to be saved. You know the good news
that Christ came to save sinners. You know that the chiefest of sinners is
welcome with Him. Even the dying thief on the cross—whose record may well have
been able to compete with the terrorists behind all of this recent
destruction—found mercy.
“Him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out,” Jesus said. Oh, may God
help you to come now, for Christ’s sake.
Yes, but how do I come? You come, by the Spirit’s grace, just as you are, with
all your sin, repenting, believing, surrendering all into the arms of God,
pleading on God’s promises to save the lost. You come trusting wholly in the
blood of Jesus Christ to save your soul, forsaking the ways of sin. You come in
gracious response to the free offers and promises of the gospel as a poor,
needy sinner, trusting in the full righteousness of Jesus Christ alone for your
salvation. You come trusting Christ’s perfect, active obedience to the law and
His perfect, passive obedience in paying for sin to be your satisfaction of
God’s holy justice; to be your only ground of reconciliation with God, as Paul
tells us. You come, saying with a poet,
A wounded, weak, and helpless worm,
On Christ’s kind arms I fall;
Be thou my strength and confidence,
My Jesus and my all.
Oh, I beseech you, run for your life; run straight to Christ. Don’t run to
ceremonies, feelings, ministers, works, orthodoxies—but run straight to Christ.
Fall into His arms—the arms of the evangel, the arms of the Saviour who Himself
is the gospel.
Don’t look behind you. Run for your life. Be ye reconciled to God.
[Ed. note: Dr. Joel R. Beeke, who was our conference speaker in
the year 2001, is president and professor of Systematic Theology and Homiletics
at Puritan Reformed Theological Seminary, and pastor of the Heritage
Netherlands Reformed Congregation of Grand Rapids, Michigan, USA.
Recently, while in Latvia to conduct some seminary lectures, Dr. Beeke was
robbed at knifepoint by some Russian mafia. We reproduce below (with his
permission) a portion of his heart-moving account. The full account, which we
would encourage all to read, may be found inhttp://www.banneroftruth.co.uk/articles/2002/01/latvia.htm.]
—10 March 2002
;)
Extract of Dr. Beeke’s
Experience in Latvia
After answering all the students’ questions, I went to my apartment flat.
(Artis had to leave before the lectures were over because he was looking after
two overseas mission guests who came for a short visit.) I opened the door to
my apartment, set my books down immediately, then turned to lock the door from
the inside, when the door was suddenly flung open by two young men, who pushed
their way in. I tried to resist them, and shouted for help, but one hit me in
the face with his fist, then tackled me, covered my mouth, and held a knife
menacingly above my head. They were both talking quite loudly to me in Latvian
or Russian, but of course I couldn’t understand anything, except that they kept
repeating, “Russian mafia! Russian mafia! Russian mafia!”
They then threw me on the couch. I gave them my wallet, hoping that would help.
They appeared quite happy with the money and credit cards, but the knife didn’t
come down. The one holding the knife above me then pointed to my watch and
ring, motioning for them, asking, “Gold? Gold?” He then motioned to me to get
down on the floor, and made me lay face down. The other man came from the
bedroom with a sheet, and within seconds, they had the sheet cut up into long
narrow strips. They wrapped one long strip tightly around my head and eyes
several times, blindfolding me, then pulled my arms behind me roughly and tied
my wrists together just as tightly with another long strip. With yet another
two strips, they bound my ankles together as tightly as possible, tying eight
to ten knots.
One man guarded me while his partner searched the apartment. My guard
alternated from roughness and threats to leaving me alone for the next
forty-five minutes while I lay there. Sometimes he would stand on me, other
times he would put his boot on the centre of my back and press down, but mostly
he would use his knife—alternating from slapping it up against my face a few
dozen times to pressing the point against my spine at different points. Nothing
he did hurt me badly, but the constant threats made me feel like I was
certainly about to be murdered any second.
I cannot put into words how the Lord helped me in those forty-five minutes. For
many years now, I have a practice that whenever I feel physical pain, I try to
discipline my mind to think of Christ’s pain. That is the best means I know to
reduce one’s own pain. But this time it was as if the Lord simply gave it to
me. Most of the time the Holy Spirit filled my mind with sweet meditations on
the sufferings of Christ. Every time that knife poked at my spine and I
expected the end a knife’s stroke away, God enabled me to meditate on the blood
of Christ. When the knife pressed sore, I thought of Christ’s sword-pierced
side. I was given to surrender all my sins and my soul to the blood of our
precious Mediator with such freedom that I wanted to sing with joy. I thought
of Paul and Silas singing in the inner prison. I received much comfort from the
text that believers should count it all joy when they suffer for Jesus’ sake.
Though I was acutely aware of my misery and unworthiness as I lay there, I was
fully assured in my soul that my every sin was covered with the precious blood
of Immanuel.
Only one other time in my life were the promises of God so richly unveiled to
me. When God revealed Christ to me as my portion at the age of sixteen, promise
after promise (Mt 11:28; 1 Tim 1:15, etc.) flowed into my soul. I have never
experienced such an unbroken string of promises made sweet within from that day
until now, as I lay under my assailant’s knife. I cannot repeat them all now,
but the most comforting ones were those that spoke of assurance in Christ. The
two most helpful were Job’s “I know that my Redeemer liveth” and Paul’s “I know
in whom I have believed.” At this moment, I cannot even repeat those full texts
accurately but in those long minutes these promises and others flowed through
my soul like such a peaceful river that I could say with Simeon, “Lord, lettest
now thy servant depart in peace for mine eyes have seen thy salvation.”
I was ready to die, and kept repeating, “For me to live is Christ, and to die
is gain.” I thought of the joy of glory—of being with Christ and of never
having to wrestle with sin anymore. I could surrender everything to the Lord—my
dear wife and children, my congregation as a dear flock, the seminary and its
staff. I felt grateful that Rev. VanderZwaag is in Grand Rapids as full-time
pastor and that the Seminary is sufficiently organised that it could continue
without me. My life’s work is done, I thought. On the way to Riga, I had called
Mary from Toronto, and told her not to be alarmed but I felt that I needed to
tell her something and to ask someone to do something for me if I were to die.
That is unusual for me to do something like this, but Mary understood and took
care of my request. Now, as I lay on the floor, I felt sure that this was the
reason I had to make this request before I died.
Much of my life came back to me. It’s hard to explain. The only thing I can compare
it to is when married couples sometimes have a short slide presentation of
their past at receptions. The Lord took me with giant steps through my past.
Everywhere I saw His faithfulness. Everywhere I saw grace. I could “amen” God’s
ways in all. It was allsola gratia—grace alone.
But there were also other moments—moments when I feared, when I wanted to live.
I thought of my wife as a widow, my children as fatherless. I knew God would
take care of them, but for a few moments it was hard to let them go. In those
moments, my unfinished work, my human relationships, my own comfort loomed
large. I thank God these moments were infrequent—certainly no more than 10% of
the time. In these moments, I felt just like Peter when he was sinking because
he looked away from Jesus. As soon as I looked away from Jesus, numbness would
travel up my hands to my elbows, my mouth would become incredibly dry, my right
shoulder and left knee would ache. I would then literally talk to myself—“Focus
on Jesus! Focus on Jesus!” and would again feel God’s intervening grace.
ESCAPE FOR YOUR LIFE
Condensed from a sermon by
Dr. Joel R. Beeke preached on 16 September 2001 to his congregation
(Republished with permission)
God speaks. Sometimes He whispers by the still small voice of the gospel to us
in tender overtures of mercy through the preached Word. Sometimes He speaks
through His Word with power, warning us to turn from our iniquity. And
sometimes He thunders through His divine, providential judgments of famine,
war, fire, or some other tragedy.
On Tuesday, September 11, 2001, God spoke to us in thunder. He did so because
we as a nation [i.e., America] have not been bowing under His Word, have not
been repenting under His stream of mercies showered upon us for decades, and
have not repented under the smaller judgments He has sent our way. God sent a
just, dreadful wake-up call to America—yes, to every one of us. The staggering
destruction of lives at the World Trade Centre and the Pentagon and the
subsequent tales of horror, have left us stunned, speechless, and humbled.
Some heroically tried to save those in the buildings, and in the process, lost
their own lives. Countless stories have been told of heroic deeds. One, little
noticed, contains much spiritual instruction. A policeman, situated just
outside the entrance of the buildings, shouted to the people as they streamed
out,
“Don’t look up; don’t look back; run for your life!”
Those words remind us of Genesis 19:17b, “Escape for thy life; look not behind
thee, neither stay thou in all the plain; escape to the mountain, lest thou be
consumed.”
Let’s examine heaven’s message to us in this time of divine judgment by
considering the theme, Escape for Your Life, in three thoughts:
1. Realise your danger—“lest thou be consumed”
2. Forsake all—“look not behind thee, neither stay thou in all the plain”
3. Run for your life—“escape for thy life.”
I. Realise your danger
When the cry of “Fire! Fire!” ran up and down the floors of the World Trade
Centre and filled the streets of New York City, people knew in a moment that
danger was imminent. Flames are cruel tyrants and devour remorselessly. The
very word “fire” can send chills down our spines.
But that word uttered by thousands of New Yorkers on September 11 is only a
shadow of what Jesus called “hell fire” in Matthew 5:22. The eternal cry of
“hell fire,” that shall ascend from millions of lips in the eternal abyss on
the Day of Judgment, comprehends weighty matters that only eternity can reveal.
As dreadful as the events of the recent weeks were, they are all but child’s
play compared with the wrath of God that will one day be poured out without
mixture upon all those who do not repent and believe in God’s Son. God’s wrath
against unbelievers has eternity and infinity and deity in it—and where these
three oppose a person, woe be to that person! Who among us shall dwell with the
devouring fire of God’s wrath and with everlasting burning?
We deserve far worse than we have received, for North America has been
unfruitful spiritually. We have slighted God’s gospel, despised God’s law, and
served the Lord lukewarmly at best. We have neglected personal conversion and
reformation. We have grown idolatrous, covetous, worldly, sensual, proud, and
self-indulgent, addicting ourselves to a host of evils. We have become a nation
of liars, backbiters, and murmurers. The blood of unborn millions is on our
hands. Every three days we murder more babies in their mothers’ wombs in
America than were killed in the New York, Washington, and Pennsylvania tragedies
combined. We have called evil good, and good evil.
And yet, God is speaking to us from the ashes of the World Trade Centre,
“Escape for your life, lest you be consumed.”
Our danger cannot be overcome by any human help. Fire-engines went to the scene
in New York, only to be burned up in the flames. Cranes are now picking up
burned out fire-engines and casting them aside like toothpicks. The very means
used to extinguish the fire were consumed by the fire.
That is your danger, so long as you are unsaved. No means of your devising can
enable you to escape the fire of God’s wrath. There is a fire of sin within you
that you cannot quench; there is a fire of hell outside of you that you will
never be able to extinguish. You are in danger beyond your coping ability, so
long as you don’t escape for your life to Jesus Christ. Your most strenuous
efforts, naturally and spiritually, cannot deliver you from the wrath of a holy
God who cannot dwell with sin and sinners. If you neglect the only way of
salvation, how can you escape?
O sinner, seek His face,
Whose wrath you cannot bear;
Fly to the dying Saviour’s wounds,
And find salvation there.
Escape for your life. Realise your danger. Don’t trifle with your own soul,
with hell and heaven, with God and His bleeding, inviting Son.
Your danger requires immediate attention. Those people who successfully escaped
the World Trade Centre this week, didn’t stop to fill their briefcases. They
escaped for their lives! They ran for the stairs. There was not a moment to
waste. So it is with you. You have not a moment to lose. “Escape, Lot,” the
angels say, “for your life—it is now or never. A few more minutes, a few more
hours, and it will be too late.”
“Escape for thy life, lest thou be consumed” is a present-tense cry. “Behold,
now is the accepted time—now is the day of salvation.” Now, now, now!
Tomorrow’s faith is simply today’s unbelief. Good intentions will bring you to
hell, not to heaven. Procrastination doesn’t only steal time; it destroys
souls. “Set thine house in order; for thou shalt die and not live.”
There is but a step between us and death. Repent and believe in the Lord Jesus
Christ, trembling and needy sinner, and you shall be saved. Don’t repent and
don’t believe, and you will be lost. John 3:36 says, “He that believeth on the
Son hath everlasting life: and he that believeth not the Son shall not see
life; but the wrath of God abideth on him.”
II. Forsake all
Lot had to forsake his former friends, who were not believers—including some
family members. He had to forsake his former comforts. He had gone to Sodom to
live a comfortable life. No doubt he had a well-furnished home. But now, he had
to leave everything behind.
Lot had everything at stake. If he had stayed in Sodom, he would have lost all.
He would not just have lost his home, his furniture, and his family, but he
would have lost himself.
Lot had to forsake all from his heart. His wife escaped, but not with her
heart. She looked back and became a pillar of salt. “Remember Lot’s wife,”
Jesus warned (Lk 17:32).
If you don’t forsake all to follow Christ—if you try to cling to this world, or
allow your self-indulgence or possessions to stand between you and Christ—one
day, soon, you will lose everything, including yourself. What will it profit
you if you gain the entire world, but lose your own soul? If you don’t forsake
all for Christ, Christ will forsake you on the great day, and if your soul goes
lost in that day, it would have been far better for you to have never been
born. Far, far better to enter heaven like Lazarus than to be the rich man cast
into hell (Lk 16:19–31).
Escape for your life. Don’t look behind you. Don’t stay in the plains of this
world. Forsake evil friends, materialistic bondage, worldly toys—yes, forsake
all to follow Christ. Take up your crosses, deny yourself, and follow Christ.
Escape for your life—your immortal life, your eternal life. Will you be content
to lose your life; content to perish in your sin? If your house was set on fire
tonight, and the cry arose, “Fire!”, would you not immediately leave everything
behind and run out of your house to save your life? Today God calls to you that
the fires of hell are stoked and that you must escape for your life.
Dear child of God, you have known what this is. You have forsaken all in the
past. Are you still forsaking all in the present? Or, are you like Lot,
lingering too much in this world, becoming too cosy with worldly people? Are
you in danger again of perishing with the world? Don’t forget: if Lot had not
escaped, he would have perished with the Sodomites. God, of course, graciously
preserved him. But that doesn’t mean that Lot didn’t have to forsake all and
escape for his life.
III. Run for your life
“Escape for your life, Lot,” the angels said. Lot must not stop to argue. Nor
must you. You don’t need more evidence of your need. Your conscience tells you
that you must be born again, that you must repent and believe.
As Lot must run from the doomed city of Sodom; as the people had to run from
the doomed Trade Centre, so you must run from this present, evil world, this
City of Destruction. Run for your life.
But where must I run? Run to the mountain. Symbolically, that means don’t
return to sin and Satan, for that is looking back to Sodom. Don’t rest in
yourself or the world, for that is staying in the plain. But run to Christ and
heaven, for that is escaping to the mountain. Entrust your soul, your all, to
Him for this life and a better.
If you won’t entrust your soul to Christ, whom can you trust? Will you trust
yourself?
Why do you linger? Is not Christ the Physician and His blood the balm that you
need? Why are you not recovered (Jer 8:22)? Your conscience tells you that God
is more willing to save you than you are to be saved. You know the good news
that Christ came to save sinners. You know that the chiefest of sinners is
welcome with Him. Even the dying thief on the cross—whose record may well have
been able to compete with the terrorists behind all of this recent
destruction—found mercy.
“Him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out,” Jesus said. Oh, may God
help you to come now, for Christ’s sake.
Yes, but how do I come? You come, by the Spirit’s grace, just as you are, with
all your sin, repenting, believing, surrendering all into the arms of God,
pleading on God’s promises to save the lost. You come trusting wholly in the
blood of Jesus Christ to save your soul, forsaking the ways of sin. You come in
gracious response to the free offers and promises of the gospel as a poor,
needy sinner, trusting in the full righteousness of Jesus Christ alone for your
salvation. You come trusting Christ’s perfect, active obedience to the law and
His perfect, passive obedience in paying for sin to be your satisfaction of
God’s holy justice; to be your only ground of reconciliation with God, as Paul
tells us. You come, saying with a poet,
A wounded, weak, and helpless worm,
On Christ’s kind arms I fall;
Be thou my strength and confidence,
My Jesus and my all.
Oh, I beseech you, run for your life; run straight to Christ. Don’t run to
ceremonies, feelings, ministers, works, orthodoxies—but run straight to Christ.
Fall into His arms—the arms of the evangel, the arms of the Saviour who Himself
is the gospel.
Don’t look behind you. Run for your life. Be ye reconciled to God.
[Ed. note: Dr. Joel R. Beeke, who was our conference speaker in
the year 2001, is president and professor of Systematic Theology and Homiletics
at Puritan Reformed Theological Seminary, and pastor of the Heritage
Netherlands Reformed Congregation of Grand Rapids, Michigan, USA.
Recently, while in Latvia to conduct some seminary lectures, Dr. Beeke was
robbed at knifepoint by some Russian mafia. We reproduce below (with his
permission) a portion of his heart-moving account. The full account, which we
would encourage all to read, may be found in http://www.banneroftruth.co.uk/articles/2002/01/latvia.htm.
;)
Extract of Dr. Beeke’s
Experience in Latvia
After answering all the students’ questions, I went to my apartment flat.
(Artis had to leave before the lectures were over because he was looking after
two overseas mission guests who came for a short visit.) I opened the door to
my apartment, set my books down immediately, then turned to lock the door from
the inside, when the door was suddenly flung open by two young men, who pushed
their way in. I tried to resist them, and shouted for help, but one hit me in
the face with his fist, then tackled me, covered my mouth, and held a knife
menacingly above my head. They were both talking quite loudly to me in Latvian
or Russian, but of course I couldn’t understand anything, except that they kept
repeating, “Russian mafia! Russian mafia! Russian mafia!”
They then threw me on the couch. I gave them my wallet, hoping that would help.
They appeared quite happy with the money and credit cards, but the knife didn’t
come down. The one holding the knife above me then pointed to my watch and
ring, motioning for them, asking, “Gold? Gold?” He then motioned to me to get
down on the floor, and made me lay face down. The other man came from the
bedroom with a sheet, and within seconds, they had the sheet cut up into long
narrow strips. They wrapped one long strip tightly around my head and eyes
several times, blindfolding me, then pulled my arms behind me roughly and tied
my wrists together just as tightly with another long strip. With yet another
two strips, they bound my ankles together as tightly as possible, tying eight
to ten knots.
One man guarded me while his partner searched the apartment. My guard
alternated from roughness and threats to leaving me alone for the next forty-five
minutes while I lay there. Sometimes he would stand on me, other times he would
put his boot on the centre of my back and press down, but mostly he would use
his knife—alternating from slapping it up against my face a few dozen times to
pressing the point against my spine at different points. Nothing he did hurt me
badly, but the constant threats made me feel like I was certainly about to be
murdered any second.
I cannot put into words how the Lord helped me in those forty-five minutes. For
many years now, I have a practice that whenever I feel physical pain, I try to
discipline my mind to think of Christ’s pain. That is the best means I know to
reduce one’s own pain. But this time it was as if the Lord simply gave it to
me. Most of the time the Holy Spirit filled my mind with sweet meditations on
the sufferings of Christ. Every time that knife poked at my spine and I
expected the end a knife’s stroke away, God enabled me to meditate on the blood
of Christ. When the knife pressed sore, I thought of Christ’s sword-pierced
side. I was given to surrender all my sins and my soul to the blood of our
precious Mediator with such freedom that I wanted to sing with joy. I thought
of Paul and Silas singing in the inner prison. I received much comfort from the
text that believers should count it all joy when they suffer for Jesus’ sake.
Though I was acutely aware of my misery and unworthiness as I lay there, I was
fully assured in my soul that my every sin was covered with the precious blood
of Immanuel.
Only one other time in my life were the promises of God so richly unveiled to
me. When God revealed Christ to me as my portion at the age of sixteen, promise
after promise (Mt 11:28; 1 Tim 1:15, etc.) flowed into my soul. I have never
experienced such an unbroken string of promises made sweet within from that day
until now, as I lay under my assailant’s knife. I cannot repeat them all now,
but the most comforting ones were those that spoke of assurance in Christ. The
two most helpful were Job’s “I know that my Redeemer liveth” and Paul’s “I know
in whom I have believed.” At this moment, I cannot even repeat those full texts
accurately but in those long minutes these promises and others flowed through
my soul like such a peaceful river that I could say with Simeon, “Lord, lettest
now thy servant depart in peace for mine eyes have seen thy salvation.”
I was ready to die, and kept repeating, “For me to live is Christ, and to die
is gain.” I thought of the joy of glory—of being with Christ and of never
having to wrestle with sin anymore. I could surrender everything to the Lord—my
dear wife and children, my congregation as a dear flock, the seminary and its
staff. I felt grateful that Rev. VanderZwaag is in Grand Rapids as full-time
pastor and that the Seminary is sufficiently organised that it could continue
without me. My life’s work is done, I thought. On the way to Riga, I had called
Mary from Toronto, and told her not to be alarmed but I felt that I needed to
tell her something and to ask someone to do something for me if I were to die.
That is unusual for me to do something like this, but Mary understood and took
care of my request. Now, as I lay on the floor, I felt sure that this was the
reason I had to make this request before I died.
Much of my life came back to me. It’s hard to explain. The only thing I can
compare it to is when married couples sometimes have a short slide presentation
of their past at receptions. The Lord took me with giant steps through my past.
Everywhere I saw His faithfulness. Everywhere I saw grace. I could “amen” God’s
ways in all. It was allsola gratia—grace alone.
But there were also other moments—moments when I feared, when I wanted to live.
I thought of my wife as a widow, my children as fatherless. I knew God would
take care of them, but for a few moments it was hard to let them go. In those
moments, my unfinished work, my human relationships, my own comfort loomed
large. I thank God these moments were infrequent—certainly no more than 10% of
the time. In these moments, I felt just like Peter when he was sinking because
he looked away from Jesus. As soon as I looked away from Jesus, numbness would
travel up my hands to my elbows, my mouth would become incredibly dry, my right
shoulder and left knee would ache. I would then literally talk to myself—“Focus
on Jesus! Focus on Jesus!” and would again feel God’s intervening grace.